It has been a year and a half and I still haven't found the passion that I crave on so much. Not many people realized, but I think alot. I think alot about everything xD maybe that's the reason for my bad insomia
I wish I could have passion in something I do. I wish I could give my everything in doing something or just fully indulge. I enjoy everything equally. I really hope to be able to just find that one thing that could make me feel really happy just by doing it.
I envy those people who has such strong passion for their hobbies and such. Whenever I see someone who puts in so much effort in doing what they love, I can't help but admire their determination. How I hope I could have that determination to do something c: Maybe I've been thinking it the wrong way, or maybe I didn't try hard enough.
It's finally time for me to move on to another chapter of life~ I am still very much unexperienced~ still so many things to see and learn :D hopefully I could find something that I would never give up in life and enjoy it to the fullest one day.
I am the type of person who doesn't cherish anyone and just takes everyone for granted. I am not a good friend. I would even ignore my closest friends for months without a single contact and feel no guilt whatsoever.... Yes I am a jerk xD but yet I still get depress and left out when they stop caring. I want to change this part about myself. I want to change alot of part about myself. I will try my best :D in becoming a better person.
Had the chance to work with Sony a few months ago,thank you beatbox, Alan and Catherine for giving me the chance ;D
It was fun xD just had to stand there and play PS3. Literally just stand and play xD and interact with people passing by. I like kids... I enjoy teaching them play xD eventhough I feel like vomiting blood a few times. The only down side.... was the pain D: standing for so many hours for 3 days straight is very painful T^T I salute all the promoters in the world.
teaching gaming is series business xDDDD
Day 1: Energetic
Day 2: Still Alive
Day 3: Tired like hell (See the eyebags D:)
With Botak and Maro~ Day 3 had a cosplay competition and congratulation to Maro for getting runner-up ;D you are awesome~
PS, all photos taken by Botak's awesome PSP *OOO*
After delaying for one year >:D we have finally organized the shot for Poker face. Camwhored like a mad person with Even's phone for the whole day~~ ヘ(^_^ヘ)(ノ^_^)ノ There is 170++ of my face in her phone now ;D
Mazaki in action xDDD
I enjoyed the shot >w< with all the pretty and bishie people *o*
I feel guilty for smiling everytime I hear your name, for keeping my phone near and hoping to get a message from you, for looking for your name the first thing I do everytime I open my laptop, I feel very guilty.
In the future, I want your name to be meaningless like everybody else, I want to be able to throw my phone somewhere and ignore the whole world like how I always did, I want to be able to not talk to you for days. I know I can do it :D I've been having progress, I think about you less and less everyday, I stopped wondering about what you're doing now, and I barely remember how you sound like.
But.... for now, I like the mention of your name, I want to keep my phone close and wait for messages that will never come and I like talking to you as much as I can.
It's bittersweet... but bitter things are good for health. :D
Another backlog~ World Cosplay Summit. This is the first time for me haha I had never entered any competition and decided to out of the blue D:
Thank you Lea for being my partner <3 font="font" nbsp="nbsp">3>
We had 1 week to prepare for the competition D: from performance to costume to props. We only had 3 practices and 1 hour of sleep before the competition starts. o(><
)o ｏ( ><)oジタバタ So many things went haywire; but I enjoyed it >w<
Fion traveled all the way from KL just to help us out :'D and so did Kappy~ I am forever grateful~ >w< Team SOK (Slaves Of Kaien) is the best :'D hours before the competition Fion, Kappy and Maro still helped us chiong everything. xD Nothing was complete.
Shuai shuai Bahamut before heading out~~~ ＼（＾∀＾）メ（＾∀＾）ノ
That day marks the day I gain another black history D: felt really really really bad for destroying Sephiroth's image.ε-(´・｀) ﾌｰ Sorry Sephiroth....
Lea and I are really narcissistic xD we spammed Fion's phone full of our awesomeness.
I had fun even though it felt like I was half dead.... Will try harder next year ♪(ﾉ´∀｀*)ﾉ